So, here's the deal ..
Even after everything, I'm in love with you.
I still love you every second of every day and miss you beyond words. 
I miss making you smile and saying I love you. 
I miss feeling you close to me and looking at you. 
I miss being able to just love you. 
But the thing is, no matter how much I do love you, I have to love myself more. 
I have to get over you and let you go no matter how hard it is. 
I want to fall in love again, and I will. 
This time it won't be with the same person or thing, it will be with my own life. 
I will love it unconditionally and without fear. 
I will love it even though it's without you. 
I will create my own path to happiness, and I won't waste one second on regret.

Simply, I will love it the way I loved you.

- Nadhirah Afiqah

Keep Strong Dearself !

Hidup ni satu perjuangan. 
Perlu ada pengorbanan. 
Perlu ada kesabaran.

Holla December

It's been a while since the last time I update my blog entry. 

Actually I've been in the kind of hectic plus // don't know how to describe // situation lately.

Many unexpected things happened to my life and I found myself like becoming so freaking weird, deadlock and more indescribable feelings that caused me to become even more confuse with my ownself. 

And why I have to bother myself by thinking what people talked about me. Why? It doesn't matter. But sometimes I don't even care about it but when I care, I care too much. I have to stop worrying. :(

What happened Nadhirah Afiqah? Well.. Even myself also don't get to figure it out. Rasa down. Sedih. Loser. Penat.

I'm super busy lately. Individual assignment, group assignment, assesement, presentation. Normal things lah kan untuk student. Exam just around the corner. I'm so scared :'( But, believe in yourself nadhirah that you can ! #prayfornadhirah . XD

Sometimes, I just feel like I want to disappear.
Even I don't know what the reasons is, just a feel to disappear. 
I want to find a place where no one can find me. Far and far away from people who know me.

Keep strong. Keep cute. Be brave. Be confident. Stay positive. XOXO


You scream i scream we all scream for ice cream. :D

Stronger Than Ever

It’s kind of annoying seeing quotes like “the right one won’t make you cry” or never give someone a second chance to hurt you again. I feel like it sends the wrong message and makes people think that relationships are perfect, you’re feelings will never get hurt with the right one because that’s how I felt. 

I went into relationships thinking if he loved me he wouldn’t hurt my feelings or walk away. Like that’s life. You hurt each other feelings, you make each other cry, you get frustrated and may second guess. 

But that’s a relationship. It’s not always flowers and sunshine. Shit is HARD. Of course you’re gonna hurt each other’s feelings and you’re gonna cry. You’re gonna snap at each other when you have a bad day. You’re gonna bicker about them not doing the dishes. Nothing is perfect and you have to work on it everyday. 

Nobody really tells you how hard relationships are. Some things are unforgivable but sometimes shit happens and one of you leaves, it hurts like HELL but makes you realize how much you want each other. 

I think sometimes you need to fall apart to be reminded of how much you love that person. There’s nothing wrong with giving someone a second chance if you want to because sometimes it actually works out the second time. I'm living proof of that and so are many others. I just feel like society paints this fake picture of how relationship are and it’s totally different. 

You have your good times and pretty bad times. You both have to work at it everyday but I think the hard times makes it more special because you made it through all that and some come out stronger than ever. "